…maybe

...maybe a damned good night's sleep will bring me
back to a gentle sanity. But at the moment, I look
about this room and, like myself, it's all in disarray:
things fallen out of place, cluttered, jumbled, lost,
knocked over and I can't put it straight, don't want to. 
Perhaps living through these petty days will get us 
ready for the dangerous ones.

Charles Bukowski

The Laughing Heart

your life is your life
don't let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch. 
there are ways out.
there is a light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
be on the watch. 
the gods will offer you chances.
know them. 
take them.
you can't beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be. 
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you. 

-Charles Bukowski